I may or may not spend the day crying.
Is there a way to make yourself stop feeling? Maybe I’d regret it, but at this movement in time that’s the only thing I want - to be able to sit still in silence for more than a minute and not have my heart feel like it’s going to fall out of my chest.
I feel like everything I want is in arms reach but I just can’t quite grab it. I can’t communicate. I can’t pull the courage to even talk about it. I want this to be a dream.
All I See